Though I normally don’t mind the odd White dude finding his balls at the Chateau, some of them are just unbelieveably stupid and bring down the discourse.  Here’s an example, and my response to it.

[quote]“No, what you don’t like is a damned library.”

White people built those for you too.[/quote]

No men of all colors built those for me. Books written by people of all colors were in them. Lately though, they’ve been filling up with feminist propaganda, and that is indeed written by mostly White people.

What a glorious thing you’ve built…for me.

[quote]“Someone who believed all Black people were subservient to all White people in the U.S. until 1970 wouldn’t get through a Nigerian high school.”

You were not aware, when you wrote this, that the national average of IQ in Nigeria is 69.[/quote]

…and yet, with an average IQ of 69, they have to read actual history books to graduate. What is your or John’s excuse?

[quote]You may or may not know of the telling correlation of intelligence and religiosity. Nigerians are big believers, Americans are not. This is why Americans achieve things, and Nigerians, well ….[/quote]

What would you know of the achievement of Africans? You don’t even know U.S. history.

[quote](regurgitation of snippets from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_Nigeria ) [/quote]

Wow, you know how to copy and paste. Congratulations.

[quote]In other words, after so many thousands died over religious disputes (a proxy for ethnic groups), the same government was “reelected”.[/quote]

I get it. What you’re saying is that the feminist, atheist, soulless White way is more progressive and superior.

I disagree.

It is indeed somewhat more peaceful at the moment, but I assure you that will change as soon as people get hungry.

The conflicts in Africa don’t happen because everybody’s so economically well off they decide to have wars for fun. This is simply what happens when people become dependent on currency and there is not enough to go around. It takes awhile for the cull to taper off.

Think of how many Native Americans died so you could live comfortably and presume superiority since you people kinda won. You somehow expect Africans to dominate differently?

Blood must be shed in order for an ethnic group to dominate. It’s just how it is. If their opponents just laid down and died and submitted, there wouldn’t be a war. Because they fight back, there is war.

How are you people supposedly more intelligent, and missing that?

[quote]Now there are quite a few dumb Americans, especially girls, and I have no doubt they would fail the standards of a Nigerian high school … but the problem is that they wouldn’t survive a Nigerian high school.

Which is precisely what has happened to American high schools since desegregation, of course.

But it couldn’t be that American education has been dumbed down to accommodate dumb useless muhdick grabbers. Nah. The founding stocks of this nation were too dumb to begin with. All this infrastructure, all the technology — that landed from the moon, or perhaps Lagos …[/quote]

I’m no fan of desegregation either, but I assure you that if you met anyone who went to a Black school, you would understand that schools did not get dumbed down to accommodate Black students.

[quote]“I am a warrior born from warriors. ”

Umm, aren’t you a fat black woman? I can’t be bothered to look at your page again, but I am pretty certain that you are.

Warriors … aren’t fat … and aren’t women.[/quote]

Ah, so you live in that mythological world where people are born 40+ and did not exist until you saw them online…right…

Are you getting the vast differences in our mentality, and why I am talking down to John?

[quote]“So uppity we may be, but we have the right to be. ”

Kaffir, your rights were delegated to you by white men.[/quote]

Rights are an illusion. I learned this very early in life.

I so wish right now that you understood that.

You are breathing and think you’re free right now because someone more powerful than you finds it useful that you be so.

The day that changes, you will see how many rights you have.

[quote]” I might somewhere deep down shed a tear for the fact that your genes wouldn’t make it into our family. ”

Kaffir, we have no desire to assimilate with you.[/quote]

Nor I with you, but I could not choose my ancestors that you and the likes of John so gleefully shame with your vocal stupidity.

So, like it or not, I have to maintain some interest in seeing some real progress because right now, a whole bunch of you are living on what is or at least was, some of my ancestors’ land, and I surely share similar genes to some of you. My belief system does not allow me to dismiss my ancestors, so here we are, having this awfully stupid argument because you don’t want to be reminded that you are a peasant and nothing has changed.

[quote]“As a female, I might view you similarly to some others posting here who find my fat Black ass and anyone with one resembling it, utterly unattractive…that it is a shame since they would make strong sons.”

Kaffir — that would make strong, utterly stupid sons, prone to violence. And very smelly.[/quote]

…and likely have IQ’s above 120. I mean, since that is so important to you, I thought you should know.

More importantly though, they would be properly educated to not beg governments to give them stuff they can get for themselves, and *never* be jealous or resentful of slaves.

[quote]“You though, are why we view (painfully generic) White American men as largely a wash.”

Nah. You don’t go for white men because you are black women, and like will always prefer like. Though men do go for exotic women, but not black women, cuz u too fuggin UGLY.[/quote]

Yeah, yeah, we’re all dumb and ugly and yet some of us have more money and mates than you.

Funny that.

[quote]“You are why the multikult succeeds.”

LOL. THE WAY TO STOP THE MULTIKULT IS TO BED FAT BLACK WOMEN!! lozozozozozozlzlzlzozozlozlzzlzlzlzozozozozozozzllzlzzlzlzlzlzlzzz[/quote]

No, that is just your fantasy talking.

What I said is that the way to stop the multikult is by not being so much a dumbass that you make other people living in a fantasy world look smarter than you.

Hope that clears it up for you. If it doesn’t, then you’re going to graduate from naive peasant to naive illiterate peasant.

[quote]“Crack open a book one day, and you’ll get the reference.”

You mean that book manufactured by white enterprise? Now that’s pulling yourself up by the boot-straps like your forebears! … I mean by the ankle irons … loozozozoz [/quote]

Well, this is what I mean. In your mythological history that never was, no White people wore leg irons.

You are miseducated, or perhaps mentally ill. I don’t know which.

To clarify, I am neither conservative nor liberal.  I like this idea called democracy and freedom.  I just understand that humanity hasn’t evolved to the point that they can sustain these successfully.  They are very nice ideas, and I hope that we get there someday.  At the moment though, the rich still rule as they always have.  People don’t seem to want it any other way.

The average conservative White American doesn’t seem to get that though.  Unlike conservatives from other countries or those of color within the U.S. they seem to mistake the desire to not subsidize stupidity or be further enslaved by the government or see others conned into dependency style slavery either, for nostalgia for some kind of wacked out Whitopia that never existed.

The same social engineers who while talking about ending slavery from one side of their necks, licked the butts of owners of factories where White orphans were used as de facto slave labor, can’t possibly be at all to blame for whatever they feel they aren’t getting and others are.  It’s not the CEO stealing millions of dollars.  It’s the welfare mom stealing what $400 a month?  No wait, just the Black ones stealing $400 a month.  If someone White is on welfare that’s okay because the totally free White people built this country because they were all rich and lost their money in the Civil War.  (Not.)

These people actually believe that all Black people were slaves of or subservient to all White people until around 1960 or so.  All White people danced in fields of poppies and had unlimited leisure time, and did whatever they wanted, and treated everyone else how ever they wanted until the bad Black people got their freedom.

You may ask where they got this idea.  They got it from their school history books.  In the textbooks, it says that Black people were brought to the Americas as slaves, with no mention of free Blacks who were not former slaves.  They mention that there were White “indentured servants” who were all freed after a couple of years.  None that I’ve ever seen mention that there were plenty of White slaves, a great many of whom were sold as prostitutes…sometimes to service Black men.

They believe in the Whitopia of old because this is what the U.S. “education” system teaches them there was.  For them, no debtors’ prisons existed, no Europeans were slaves, there was no child labor for White kids, and all White people had lots of money, especially in the south.

I wonder what they think would happen to them if the U.S. were purged of all but White people, or for some reason all non Whites were forced into slavery.  These are fantasies of theirs.  Do they think that a bunch of money would suddenly appear in all of their bank accounts?  That all of them who are poor now would return home from drinking one night to a mansion stocked with submissive colored folks?

Peasants yesterday, peasants today, peasants tomorrow.  Those who aren’t creatives, warriors, engineers, merchants, or nobles will always be where they are, no matter what color their rulers are.  Some people have things of value their ruling class can exploit and is willing to pay for, and some people can escape this and break new grounds.  Others are just living by the whims of everyone else unless they stand up and become warriors at least for a time.  If they are unwilling to stand up as the working class, and insist upon riding the coattails of the privileged who care nothing for them aside of how much they contribute in taxes, they will remain peasants.  So long as color matters to them, they will remain too stupid to see that others in the working class are not their enemy, and those of the same color who are their enemies or at least bumbling overly secure feeling exploiters.

I get xenophobia to a degree.  People are and should be wary of others whose ways may be alien to them, and looks are the most primitive way we sort folks.  Not the worst thing, and totally natural.  I also get that it’s easier to see the guy flipping you off from in front than the dude reaming you from behind.

…just that people that primitive should really stay out of conversations with those of us who don’t need to create a mythological Whitopia to understand that the U.S. is screwed up.  We can imagine improvements for tomorrow without inventing a yesterday that didn’t exist.

Wake up, White man.

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From the berzerker to Hannibal Lecter, the White devil is the man the world loves to hate.  He is the rapacious, exploitive capitalist whose thirst for blood is only matched by his thirst for gold.  He pursues his interests with a madness that we others would love to view as uniquely dark and especially evil even though history and current events make it clear that they are not.

Behind the Devil image is a man; a man with the same basic needs as any other, simply adapted to get those needs met in a rather unforgiving European climate.

In the past 60 years, it has become rather socially and economically inconvenient to be a White devil.  The image ceased to be economically convenient because of shifts in politics, so it ceased to be socially convenient as well.  However, the baby was thrown out with the bathwater as soon as the effort to no longer be viewed (on the surface anyhow) as the scourge of mankind, crossed the line into not wanting to be viewed as “oppressors” of their women.  Ultimately, this ended up with most of them in the situation of being socially and politically restricted from reasonable ethnic/cultural autonomy, and will if left unchecked, lead to restriction of national autonomy.

So it pleased me very much that in the wake of Anders Brevik’s shooting and bombing spree, the academic community in Norway might actually be doing something real to prevent a similar tragedy.  Even better, the person they chose to represent the men’s rights and cultural recovery side in a recent panel wasn’t a crazy skinhead.  It was Elvind Berge.

Nontheless, during the debate, he was compared to Hitler and told that he needs to see a psychologist.  Police were lined up outside the building, and crowds of people showed up to gawk at the supposed terrorist sympathizer.  The other panelists were applauded for making unfair and outright false statements about Mr. Berge, and yet somehow he gets cast as the Nazi.

Now, he is being ostracized for his views in a way that no Arab supporter of terrorists who actually sends money to terrorist cover organizations and participates in very public anti Israel protests has ever been, to my knowledge, in any western country, even Israel.  He has been kicked out of his apartment by the landlord and refused by others.  Yet somehow he is cast as the Nazi.

These blatant sexists and racists who believe that women and people of color are incapable of getting employment and education on an equal basis in a society and nation with both laws and social conditions enforcing their equality, and need quotas…

These puritanical sexual mafiosas who strip people of their legal right to sex between consenting adults on whatever terms they choose so long as they do not cause unreasonable harm…

These goose stepping mobs of torch wielding de facto illiterates who ignore 90% of human history…

These people who export their social disease to Mother Africa with the same presumed moral supremacist fervor with which they used to colonize and exploit her, only as a cover for a more (effective but still exploitive) Roman style of colonization…

These White devils have decided that Elvind Berge is the devil despite the fact that he is neither sexist nor racist enough to view women or people of color as the default victims of anything European or male by default of it being European or male.  It is because he does not view himself as a devil who must repent by committing genetic suicide, the real devils want to point the finger at him and not themselves.

Irony.

Anders Brevik is indeed a monster, but he is a monster that feminism and the multicult made.  If the society he grew up in had invested in him, then he may have felt more invested in that society, and rather than going on a killing spree against it, he’d have directed that energy towards enemies on a battle field.

Many African American men in the U.S. deprived of constructive ways to express their manhood and channel their aggressive energies turn to drugs, gangs, and misdirected violence.  Why should this be different for Europeans?  Africans in Africa who find their ethnicities/cultures under attack react with violence.  Why should this be different for Europeans?

Is a man a devil for simply expressing what is a very natural way to feel about having one’s manhood stomped down by their government?

I have to wonder about all the supposed men who do not see anything wrong with gender and ethnic quotas, prostitution being illegal (meaning that consensual sex is regulated), and their country putting more money into absorbing hostile immigrants than into supporting citizens.  Is it that if you are not a sucker, you are a devil?

Fine then.  Let’s bring back the White devil.

Time has shown that the Black man keeping certain features of his more monstrous stereotypes has been good for him.  As sweet and kind as a Brother may be, we all know and like the fact that if you push him too far, he is going to push back.

Eastern European men also have that something about them.  So it is not that White men have all lost that.  It’s just that regionally, western Europeans have allowed themselves to be politically overrun by ideologues posing as idealists.  They may not be able to turn things around politically overnight, but they can decide that the label of White devil isn’t a bad thing.

One guy coming out gets used as an example, but millions?  They can’t evict you all from all of your apartments.  All of your wives aren’t going to divorce all of you.  In fact, they will love you more for being a man than they loved you for pretending to be Mr. Sensitive.

Wear your horns with pride.  Everyone else views you as the Great Satan no matter what you do anyway.  Might as well do what you want.

Nobody else wants to say it so I’m saying it.  I know many people who grew up poor, and many who were abused at home and went through all manner of hell who would still never do such a thing.  It is a mental defect that makes people do things like that, and it is a societal defect that allows such people to walk the streets.  Because it has for so long been about race, you have some White people running around assaulting people because they’ve been raised to feel the world owes them for being born White, and Black people who have been raised to feel the world owes them something because, what, over 100 years ago, some of their ancestors were slaves (as if there were never in history any European slaves, forget the word “slave” came from “slav”). 

That in and of itself is bad, but now we have feminism instead of egalitarianism, that makes women think the world owes them something for having female genitalia.  It blinds them to the realities of life.  Well, they wanted equality and now they have it.  The stupider men who are easier to brainwash now view women the same as weak men, and since they don’t feel protective towards women, they treat women the same as weak men.

If you don’t want guys beating you up like they would a vulnerable dude wandering aimlessly, then you need to stop teaching your sons and male peers that it’s okay to punch us in the face for getting up in their face like they would a guy who did the same thing.  If it was a White MAN getting up in a Black man’s face, and the Black guy punched him, nobody would make a peep about it.

Well, this Black man is a product of your feminist society.  You White people who spread this social disease that gender is only a social construct gave him permission to beat her down like a dude.  So this is actually a success story to you people.

You (White women) wanted equality, well here it is.  I don’t approve of that cretin’s behavior, but then I’m an egalitarian, not a feminist.  Enjoy the monsters you made.

I wonder if they’ll let it stay.  They should because well, this is what a feminist looks like: thugs who think it’s okay to punch a woman in the face.  Sure, they’re wrong, but they were very likely raised without a father in the home, by a “strong” mother who insisted they treat women like equals.

A baculum, to put it bluntly, is a penis bone.  Most mammals have them, though humans do not.  Raccoon bacula are special and symbolic of faithful and supportive women though.  There is an old custom in North America of young men giving these as gifts to women they loved.  It is both a symbolic gift and a magical charm, and accepting it meant that the woman would reserve herself for the one who gave it to her.

Female raccoons are monogamous.  After they’ve had sex with a male, they will not only repel others’ advances, but will go psycho if another even gets close to them or their nest.

Raccoon bacula are, aside of a nice love gift, a reputedly powerful good luck charm.  Much like the mano figa, it seems to gain more power from being given as a gift though.  So you can buy them for yourself, and that’s cool, but one you get from another is even stronger.  People give them to each other not only because of romantic love, but family love and friendship as well.  When given by a friend or colleague, it is a protection charm.  So if you know someone going into combat or who works a dangerous job, this is an excellent birthday or going away present.

If you’re making a necklace of one, the safest bet not to break it is to avoid drilling it unless you are very adept at bone carving.  They are very strong, but can crack or split from mishandling.  If you carve runes or symbols into it, do so with a light hand.

You can buy bacula and just about everything else critter, fur, and bone related from Bridger Fur Company.  It’s best to call them because their online catalogue is still incomplete.

It began like most of my family road trip dreams do.  My parents, brothers and I are going along a country road.  Dad is driving, and Mom is smiling, and my younger brothers and I are still kids.  The youngest and southern style adopted brother has been in these dreams since a few years ago when I got to meet him in person and initiated him to “the kids” by startling.

He’s usually about 5 years old in my dreams, and my biological brother is usually around 10 even though this isn’t chronologically accurate.

In any case, we’re driving along and then at some point, we get a flat tire.  This is pretty normal for my dreams too.  Usually we get some help from a local mechanic or villagers or somehow find ourselves in southern Italy or West Africa.  So it didn’t bother me much when a family came out to help us.  They invited us into their home, and fed us, and we sat around quietly, waiting while Dad and the father of this family supposedly fixed the flat tire.

At some point, Mom got up to go outside and see what was going on.  Then later, Dad came back indoors for a break, but Mom and the host family’s dad didn’t come in behind him.  When he turned around, they were both gone, and he started to worry.  Then us kids started to worry.  At that moment, when I looked around, my brothers and I were adults, and went out with Dad to find Mom.

For some reason, when we got to the back yard, it turned out to be a gigantic amusement park.  This place is familiar to my dreams as well.  We split up to go look for her.  I asked many people if they had seen my mother.  Somewhere along the way, I noticed a pattern.  When I asked White people where she was, they looked at me as if they didn’t understand what I was saying.  When I asked Black people where she was, they were as helpful as they could be.  They hadn’t seen her, but they would keep their eyes open.  After I noticed this, I looked around for the whitest person I could find, to experiment.  I asked a blonde, pale, and for some reason, rather busty chick behind the counter at the gift shop if she had seen my mother.  In a friendly, southern accent, she answered that she hadn’t seen her, but that she would help me look for her.  So she hung a “closed” sign on the register, came from behind the counter, and walked with me.

At some point, I looked at her butt for some reason, and stitched on the back pockets of her jeans were pentacles.  She apparently noticed my distraction, and grabbed my arm in a strong, grandmother-like way and said, “Hurry up!  No tellin’ what’s hap’nin to yer Mama!”

Then somehow, we ended up out of the amusement park and back around to the front of the house.  I’m not sure what inspired us to do it, but we raised our hands up, and then as we brought them down, the front wall of the house collapsed.  The room where Mom and the father of the host family was then exposed.  My Mom was tied to a chair with duct tape over her mouth, and the father was yelling and pointing a gun at her.  When the wall came down, he pointed the gun at us.  At that point, I realized I was holding hands with the blonde woman, and we were not afraid.

Then my Dad and brothers came to join us.  The host father was yelling incoherent things, and the room was full of crosses and Jesus statues and all manner of restraints and torture implements.  For some reason, he tore the tape off of my Mom’s mouth, and she screamed at us to just do as he says or he’ll kill us.  I’m not sure why, but the blonde girl began laughing and cursing out the host father.  My Dad and brothers were stunned by this, but I wasn’t, and I began laughing.

I woke up laughing, but then kind of sad.  I understood what the dream meant.

Though I have no intention of attempting to save my family from Christianity, since it’s not Christianity that is exactly the problem, it still makes me sad that they believe in the sick sorry excuse for a god that speaks nonsense and needs to threaten people with torture.  The very real threat of losing touch with Nature and by extension with God, is in becoming so fatally stupid that one destroys their lives, the lives of their children, and the world.

Another of the important things I’ve learned over the past few years is the extent to which people will ignore real suffering and sickness in the here and now, for the sake of some “greater good” or “hereafter”.   Feminism and its close companion, tacit dysgenicism are two excellent examples of ideologies that cause people real and deep suffering in their everyday lives, but promise that it is all for a good cause and so if one is suffering, it’s because they’re not adhering to the ideology hard enough.  It just cannot be, in their minds, that the ideology is inhumane and should be abandonned.

A question arose in the conversations around the manosphere as to why social conservatives and the religious who make up the vast majority of them, end up serving the will of the feminists even though they are supposedly opponents.  It is because, “A problem cannot be solved by the same consciousness that created it.”

Anglo and some other flavors of northwestern European descended HBD believers, pay attention.  You’re about to get a diagram of one of your genetic scratches. The American and western European brand of secularism was invented by people whose mentality and therefore spirituality was too long term for their own good.  They were mostly Christians who believed in suffering on Earth for a reward in heaven.  This tendency did not come originally from Christianity as Jesus never told anyone, “Your suffering on Earth is fine since you’ll be rewarded in heaven,” when they came to him asking to be healed.  If the reports are true, he healed them then and there in physical, real world ways.

This very same tendency allowed feminism and dysgenicism to become part and parcel with secularism.  You suffer lonliness, childlessness until unsafe ages for first-births, a chaotic minefield and playground for sociopaths for a dating scene, and shallowness that makes intimacy either impossible, or an inhumanly frightening risk here and now for a “greater good”.  Your “hereafter” is supposedly a world without gender or racial discrimination.

Forget that on the other end of the spectrum from the dark side of discrimination is the light side of recognition.  Humans are evolved to feel more automatic empathic attachment to people who look similar to them, and at the same time, to be able to recognize the criminals among their own.  They have trouble recognizing the criminality or bad intentions of people who look substantially dissimilar to themselves, and if they ignore that fact, they can expose themselves to considerable danger.  Not to mention, an outsider can do damage either purposefully or inadvertently by breaking important cultural norms, simply because they are an outsider.  People don’t feel the same social obligation to those of different cultures or different classes within cultures.  No amount of rainbow politics is going to change these facts of human nature.

The genders should be treated differently because they have different biological capabilities and roles.  Gender is not a social construct.  No amount of feminist politics is going to change that fact of human nature either.

So the solution is to address people’s differences, and in a diverse nation, compensate for possible weaknesses in reasonable nationalism that may arise from the facts of human nature.  Many mistakes have been made due to the denial of differences, that are causing realtime suffering here and now.  The “greater good” and magical “hereafter” has not materialized in more than superficial ways.

We have a basically Black President of the U.S. now…but note that he is male, and regardless of his parentage, has a family with a mother and a father.  He has also made very public comments to the effect that he is a protective father.  I have little doubt that he will demand to meet and likely investigate all of his daughters’ potential suitors.

If that is “what a feminist looks like” then all men should be feminists…but that is not a feminist.  That is at most, a gender egalitarian.

His wife is also physically strong and sturdy, though she didn’t look in any way masculine until she reached the appropriate age for this.  Despite her stated ideology, even her foibles are typical of a very feminine minded woman.  She was an emotional near Black militant in her youth, and today wages a war on obesity, as if that is the root of the problem.  She waves the flag, but in real life, she married, had kids, likes to grow vegetables in her yard, and dresses like an older former cheerleader.

…not very feminist.

So the face folks of the United States are not doing a very good job of suffering in the here and now for the greater good.  It’s time for everybody to drop the facade.

…and it’s time for Black people who need a God who isn’t the equivalent of a redneck with a torture dungeon to wake up from their spiritual Stockholm syndrome.

Your legends spell out female hypergamy in the stories of Oshun and Obatala, Oshun and Shango, and Oshun and Ogun, in painful frankness.

Your real God doesn’t care if you believe in him or not so long as you believe in gravity and the existence of water and the like.  It is best for you because you’re a mortal human and he is Unfathomable and surpasses all, to get very intimate with the forces of nature, and if it helps you, give them names, learn their stories, and let yourself be overwhelmed with them so that you get the big picture drilled into your thick skulls.

Each ethnicities’ gods developed along with the ethnicity itself.  Adopting some other ethnicity’s gods is fine if you are truly more inclined to their mentality.  If not however, their gods will be distant from you and you will be distant from them.  You will miss the point, lose touch with nature, including your own, and be dragged down with whatever dysfunction plagues your adopted ethnicity and faith.

Some ethnicities die out because of storms or bad weather, or from conquest…but some simply fail to thrive.  The “hereafter” is failing to thrive.  As a result, even some White people, even if they’re not reclaiming their old gods, are abandoning the sick idea of the bite sized deity that made mistakes when he created the universe, and needs you to pray “gimmie” to correct them.

This may be weird, but most people I’ve encountered of any ethnicity who are abandoning, have the potential to abandon, or have already abandoned or been raised without the hereafter and gimmie-god mentality, tend to look a bit similar in certain ways.  It’s something in the eyes.  That observation isn’t exactly scientific.  Maybe it’s a kind of bias that causes me to look for certain cues.  I don’t know.

What saddens me a bit is that few of these people I’ve come across are Black.  It’s like they can let go of everything except the gimmie-god.  They’ve placed a lot of stock in that, perhaps because of the persecution complex, combined with actual historical and day to day reminders of being devalued by others and each other.  To accept the fact that nobody is going to save them is too depressing for some.  To open their minds to the idea that intimacy with forces of nature will get them farther than presuming to be favored children of the imaginary gimme-god in improving their lives here and now and perhaps even their hereafter if our mystical ancestors were right in their speculations seems, to them, like witchcraft.

It is tempting to start recruiting…become an arm for some sort of Mami Wata missionary outreach.  However, I trust nature, and I trust the internet.  Once the idea of HBD is really out there, and a few more Black folks who can, get over its self pitying cheering squad to the real science of it all, positive things are going to happen.  I think one of the most positive will be more people reclaiming their real gods who bless people in real life when they do real things to better their situation that are based on reality.

On the lighter side of that, it sure would be nice to see more men in non bifurcated or at least more junk friendly garments…and more women carrying their babies in babyslings instead of daycare centers.

She has already tried to get paperwork to the effect of his and his parents’ property passing to herself exclusively rather than to her sons in the event of their and/or his death.  This is a woman who would take bread from the mouths of her children when she is already stuffed.  I wouldn’t put the neck of a man I cared for at all, under the hatchet of a harpy.

I am however, happy to keep in touch with him as, for some strange reason, I give him some “alpha cred” that keeps her putting out despite their physical incompatibility.  The smell of me is still all around them in a subconscious sense.  His parents and a couple of his trusted friends know we were seeing each other while they were separated, but they haven’t told her.  So they and he knows he can do better.  She’s hustling to try to keep her place.

Meanwhile, he has upped the ante.  At the moment, I’m working from the lobby I share with LE.  Whenever he’s in town, it’s his office.  When he’s not, so as not to suffocate from the fumes of Fimo and lacquer, the window has to stay open, and Wizard and I are shoo-ing cats constantly.  We need a studio.  Cuz thinks he’s going to come to the rescue.

He actually expects me to allow him to pay to rent a place on Massada St. (the alternative area of town) for our workshop/studio/store.  In his fantasies, this would bring us closer, and I wouldn’t be able to resist his charms.

Because I’m not a whore, such a gesture would endear him to me a little too much, and I wouldn’t be able to keep a professional distance and string him along.  It’s not so much that I’d feel obligated so much as taken care of.  Especially since leashing my inner bitch, I like being taken care of.  Yes, please do be concerned enough about my wellbeing to put your money where your mouth is.

…but not if it’s going to put you at risk of a thief.

This is a small country, and as big as Haifa might seem, it’s a kind of small town.  News travels fast.  We could do everything right and not shag each other, but if someone thinks we might be, the news is going to get back to her.

This is difficult for a couple of reasons.  First, because I care about him as a human being, and not just one part of him.  I would constantly worry about inadvertently causing harm to him and his children.  Second, because he is exactly my physical type, it will be really really hard for me not to flirt at all.  My mouth could be saying one thing, but my eyes another, and well…

So the whole thing is just best avoided.  I’ll just keep saying no until he gives up.

Wizard says I should just go on and let him pay, but I think it’s just because he hasn’t met Cuz yet.  One of Cuz’s arms is like one of Wiz’s legs.  If Cuz decides we’re going to do it, we’re going to do it.  I think Wiz is thinking “big and tall” in narrow-butt average Israeli terms.  Cuz is a freak of nature compared to most guys here.  In the dark, one would think he was Black like deep south break a bitch in half Black…like my ex husband.

So he’s a dangerous guy to tease, and I’m not doing it.  Maybe he’ll stop trying to get me an apartment and bring me some Saint Anthony statues instead.

In other news, my protege called to let me know he’s okay.  He’s 20 and in the army now. I’m glad he’s well, and hope that continues to be the case.  Things are happening, and Egypt seems to be headed for a civil war.  The instability could mean that certain things that were being looked after, won’t be.

We’re not sure how things are going to turn out, but the way things were wasn’t good for Egypt at all.  The poverty was way too widespread and way too deep.  The government figured they could keep control of things by jailing and torturing people en masse, but when people feel they have nothing to lose from fighting back, they fight back.

Facing death every day forces people into a martial state more than even meditating on death daily like a samurai.  When the government presses people beyond a reasonable tolerance, they think they are oppressing them, but what they’re really doing is training them to become revolutionaries.

Those who benefit from the system and conform are the untrained and ill equipped.  Those who ran afoul of the system and survived the consequences become stronger, and if they breed, pass this to their children.  How ever many generations it takes, sooner or later, it will break, and the stronger warriors will win.

People who lived in tombs or learned to live without much if any infrastructure between the desert rocks aren’t afraid to lose their pension.

This is the world of Bene Viera, a writer on Essence.com.  As you can see for yourself in the discussion forum topic Should a Black man be allowed to disagree? she is a newbie blogger who doesn’t even know what tags are for, but I should not presume to tell her how the internet works.

O…K…

I’d be angrier if this wasn’t just so freaking sad.

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