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		<title>Reiteration: I Love All My Bitches</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 05 Mar 2010 20:55:21 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>IronWynch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[poetry]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[failed romance]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[i love all my b!tches i treated them well fed them when they hungered picked up when they fell helped them pay their bills when i had and they didn&#8217;t encouraged their dreams shared their disappointment i never asked for &#8230; <a href="http://ironwynch.com/scrolls/2010/03/reiteration-i-love-all-my-bitches/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="font-size: x-small;">i love all my b!tches<br />
i treated them well<br />
fed them when they hungered<br />
picked up when they fell</p>
<p>helped them pay their bills<br />
when i had and they didn&#8217;t<br />
encouraged their dreams<br />
shared their disappointment</p>
<p>i never asked<br />
for more than i gave<br />
all had their freedom cause<br />
i don&#8217;t want a slave</p>
<p>yes i loved all my b!tches<br />
when they went away<br />
i was not going<br />
to stand in their way</p>
<p>i had a good time<br />
i hope they did too<br />
but i cared and they didn&#8217;t<br />
nothing i could do</p>
<p>sometimes i think of them<br />
each one was special<br />
the one who liked manga<br />
and one had a weasle</p>
<p>there was one who just fit<br />
in one leg of my pants<br />
then there was the one<br />
who&#8217;s allergic to ants</p>
<p>i used to braid one of their<br />
hair on night shifts<br />
then there was one<br />
who could really shoot the gift</p>
<p>yes they were all sweet guys<br />
talented and smart<br />
but there was no real connection<br />
only a false start</p>
<p>i have no regrets<br />
i did it from love<br />
but when it&#8217;s one sided<br />
i gave them the shove</p>
<p>one must go about this<br />
on good faith and honor<br />
100%<br />
unless they&#8217;re just a sperm donor</p>
<p>abject humility<br />
to love and its expression<br />
push pride aside<br />
and don&#8217;t hold back affection</p>
<p>a warrior in love<br />
does not win every time<br />
but shows they&#8217;re a diamond<br />
in a dozen of dimes</p>
<p>in love i am much like<br />
a mad kamikaze&#8217;s vision<br />
if i crash and burn<br />
i&#8217;ve still accomplished my mission</p>
<p>it&#8217;s simply to show that<br />
they&#8217;re special to me<br />
if i&#8217;m not special to them<br />
i don&#8217;t have to agree</p>
<p>my love is special<br />
enough to myself<br />
so much so in fact<br />
i won&#8217;t stay on a shelf</p>
<p>so to all of my b!tches<br />
you know who you are<br />
i hope that you find her<br />
your special bright star</p>
<p>it wasn&#8217;t me so<br />
i had to move on<br />
no ill will is left behind<br />
i&#8217;m just gone</p>
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		<title>Done</title>
		<link>http://ironwynch.com/scrolls/2009/05/done/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 19 May 2009 13:53:14 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>IronWynch</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Days and Nights]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[attitude]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[children]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[family]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[home]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[recovery]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[respect]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[teenager]]></category>

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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Today marked a turning point in my overall recovery.  Things came to a head in my household around the issue of whether or not to keep open bowls of cat food in the house.</p>
<p>I&#8217;ve been cooking more, cleaning more, and being slightly more assertive about making sure the others do their chores.  So the last thing I need is to give the rats, ants, and roaches that generally plague this area, an open invitation to free dinners.  Granted, rats who wander in don&#8217;t live long, but it only takes one pregnant roach to spark an infestation that would require more than my feline mini-platoon to combat.</p>
<p>&#8230;but as with most things, I must be wrong because it&#8217;s me.  A stranger on the street can tell them something, and it would mean more than if I say it.</p>
<p>Two weeks ago, the house was robbed, and Shai&#8217;s credit cards and a watch were stolen because I said the doors should be locked and the balcony bars closed when there is nobody up and awake to watch them.  Since I said the place should be secure, of course nobody listened because if I said it, it must automatically be wrong.  Shai gave me the speech about how because this is Israel, people don&#8217;t commit robberies in broad daylight, etc.</p>
<p>Well&#8230;</p>
<p>Now I&#8217;m saying that there shouldn&#8217;t be open bowls of food laying about the house when the cats are usually outside, and of course that has to be wrong.</p>
<p>&#8230;only at the point of us getting robbed, I was done.  I was done helping anybody in my sphere of influence to ignore reality for the sake of their ego.</p>
<p>D O N E.</p>
<p>So when Moon defiantly told me that she had replaced the cat food bowls in the livingroom, while I applaud her stubbornness and questioning everything, I told her that this is a case where she does not need to understand.  She needs to obey until she does.  When she has her own place, she is free to experiment and suffer the consequences on her own bill.</p>
<p>Shai is now in his &#8220;just following orders&#8221; but with a bratty attitude mode.  I used to care when he was like that.  I don&#8217;t anymore.  There will not be open bowls of food in my house in the summer.  Period.   If they persist, then they will find themselves without cats to feed.  I&#8217;ll relocate them to the park across the road, and take food there for them daily myself, if need be.</p>
<p>Yeah, I&#8217;m back.</p>
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