Cyborg II

Yesterday I got the call for my surgery date in February. Last time was a lot of fear mixed with a bit of excitement. This time there’s a lot of excitement mixed with a tiny bit of fear. In the wide realm of possibilities, something could go wrong, but the…

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My Place

i never asked you to love me i don’t need this i only give one warning a man should heed this don’t tell me things i don’t need to hear don’t tell me lies don’t play on my fear i don’t need the games that little girls play i just…

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Demisexyule

Last night I went to a very beautiful Yule ceremony hosted by wolfie. There were some people I already knew, and some people I didn’t. It was a very interesting night, and my first time since my 20’s going someplace where there would be some drunkenness and debauchery, but I…

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I Forget

Do toxic people know what the discarded and rejected feel when they inevitably return or try to reestablish contact? I know that decent people who just had a moment of stupid do. It’s why they go about it differently. They go about it honestly. They stay away until they have…

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