My Place

i never asked you to love me i don’t need this i only give one warning a man should heed this don’t tell me things i don’t need to hear don’t tell me lies don’t play on my fear i don’t need the games that little girls play i just…

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Demisexyule

Last night I went to a very beautiful Yule ceremony hosted by wolfie. There were some people I already knew, and some people I didn’t. It was a very interesting night, and my first time since my 20’s going someplace where there would be some drunkenness and debauchery, but I…

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I Forget

Do toxic people know what the discarded and rejected feel when they inevitably return or try to reestablish contact? I know that decent people who just had a moment of stupid do. It’s why they go about it differently. They go about it honestly. They stay away until they have…

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coextinction

i don’t need to make it better don’t need to believe it will get better or that everything will be alright or that there was some purpose to it that will be revealed later once i have healed i don’t need to hope that once these raw wounds have scabbed…

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