Yule and Ancestors Week 2025 https://baalat.org/2025/01/yule-and-ancestors-week-2025/ Due to some misfortunes, this season’s Yule was late but great. It was scheduled during Ancestors Week, so the spirit of combined celebration and reverence held firm. Our ile has members of many and mixed backgrounds, so in honoring our Ancestors, we hail the Nordic ones and deities too. Special… Continue reading
2025/01/02 13:09
Oh cool. Apparently now when my blog shares to Mastodon the title and an excerpt is posted too. This is probably old news, but it's new to me, and I am grateful to the plugin developers. Check out the new post layout: @nicole
Happy solar New Year to all who observe! I also hope all who observe the African diaspora systems had a wonderful Yemaya ebbo and have a thoughtful Ancestors week. Blessings and Ashe!
Hey, just letting everybody know that I'm still around. I've been going through some changes and updating my web stuff. Some sites are gone, but I think I'm running things more efficiently now.
Okay, I'm about to get suddenly really personal here, but I have to ask because this is confusing the heck out of me. I started getting treated for my PTSD, and was put on anti depressants and anti anxiety meds. It seemed to help for awhile, but after 3 months, things have become exponentially worse. It's like every bad memory I'd managed to assimilate and make peace with is coming back to the front. Is this normal?
2023/10/07 16:36
Hey everyone 🙂 I'm alive. Most of the activity is in the center and south so far. I'm in the north in Haifa. There was a rocket hit about a block away from some of my loved ones though. Once again, we are the meat in the politicians' grinding machine.
Funny sidenote and coming up for a little air from the work cave since I'm shifting, my mom has now also reached the yarn and pegboard phase about the Jesus vs. Yeshua thing. It's hilarious!
Today I learned that I have #kyphoscoliosis I've been having back pain for the past couple of months for the first time in my life. Not sure, but I think the bit of sadness and grief after the whole Efe coming out as a believer in Alex Jones's Gay frogs nonsense led to an inflammatory episode. So stuff that wasn't as big a problem before developed. Lesson: don't let anyone get deep enough to knock me off my square until after thorough vetting for potential normie weakness.
2023/05/23 07:29
I think I've reached the red yarn pegboard phase with my family. They think I'm overreacting to the coming tsunami of crap that is on the internet horizon. They don't quite get how the algorithms make you think you're being seen but ignored by tailoring feeds in a way that you and frequent followers can find you but anyone coming from outside that circle can't. BTW is there an aware Yeshua following or Gnostic PeerTube out there? #YouTube#PeerTube#Algorithm#ChannelBurial#Yeshua
I participated in the system. I know what's in it. I am not going to pretend it was always beneficial for me or that everything about it is okay, or that it is possible to be 100% benevolent while doing one's best within it.
Not going to happen.
I was and in some ways still am a shill to survive. I did and still do in some ways comply because I must to survive.
But I will not enjoy it or pretend to.
And I will not consider anyone worth keeping around who says I must.
2/2
2023/05/20 18:09
I am a witch.
At least by western standards anyway.
This side of the Atlantic, I'm considered a kindly middle aged sweet woman because I don't slap people for verbal insults. I wait at least until there's a threatening gesture.
Oh and spiritually, as of September 2022, I'm a "traditional healer".
Anyway, "nice" at least by western standards, is not something you should expect from me.
I strive to be kind. I strive to be inclusive and just. That isn't always going to mean pleasant. 1/2
As some of you may already know, I am a not card carrying semi vegetarian, meaning I eat meat occasionally and use some animal products but am not like a huge carnivore. Probably like most women in their 50's with a sensitive tummy. Anyway, I tried replacing ground beef in an American style bolognese with #BlackEyedPeas Don't. It was horrible. I don't know what tomatoes do to the #cowpea protein but it is nothing good. I tried it so you don't have to. Think curds of burnt plastic.
In a crisis someone's real values come out, but also in a stagnation. Someone with unfulfilled desires, stewing and milling in those inside a tank they can't escape will do things to a person's mind. Politicians know this, and this is why we are where we are today.
2023/05/11 02:49
One could say that roots kids and the longtermer kids had a kind of uneasy alliance until the tech bubble burst of the 90's. Up until then I think as a generation, we were all on more freedom even if some weren't completely sold on socialism. We were all sure we did not want forced birth and cops in schools. But then the security that if you got a degree in something computers, you would be rich or close, went away.
2023/05/11 02:31
As kids in the 80's, many if not most of us were made to watch those movies to scare us into staying on the program. It was pretty crazy. A lot of those kids who went through evangelical indoctrination are in government now. Worse, some who went through that an escaped went benevolent and just wanted to get folks back to their roots while others went the way of western occultism of the Blavatsky flavor, and if wealthy enough, eugenics and long termism.