I just got the weekend series of texts from Slick. He still hasn’t fixed my bed, but he’s still trying to get back in. Flattering as it is that anybody’s interested in having sex with me at my age, the fact that anyone thinks they can just break my stuff and not fix it, and that…
The ability to think long term is generally considered an advantage with no downside. It is very useful in that it enables one to delay gratification. Rather than focussing on immediate rewards, one can devise strategies that will bring greater rewards in the future. Coupled with a very realistic worldview, it makes one, inasmuch as…
Last night, I had a dream that pretty much encapsulated my true feelings about the eurocentric brand of Christianity. It began like most of my family road trip dreams do. My parents, brothers and I are going along a country road. Dad is driving, and Mom is smiling, and my younger brothers and I are…
[caption id="attachment_355" align="alignleft" width="225" caption="April 2, 2011 Swimming in my clothes"][/caption] The gloom seems to have been a phase. Since that day, I seem to be well sorted and strangely more attractive. Perhaps not sexually so, but sentimentally, which is fine. Even my dance has shifted a bit. I was using mostly Arab music, but…
As you can probably tell, I was feeling pretty gloomy during my last blog post. Taking some time to really get into my feelings though, I’ve realized that it’s not exactly fear that I’m feeling. It’s a healthy respect for men, manhood, and the possible damage they can do to me and that I could…
A few years into staring into the abyss, I’ve learned a lot that has disturbed me, but helped me greatly. Now I understand things that confused me before…mostly things I used to take personally, but then realized were “just business” or rather just biology. I’m tapering off my exposure because most of it is kind…