It’s Not Fear. It’s Respect.

As you can probably tell, I was feeling pretty gloomy during my last blog post.  Taking some time to really get into my feelings though, I’ve realized that it’s not exactly fear that I’m feeling.  It’s a healthy respect for men, manhood, and the possible damage they can do to me and that I could…

Lessons Learned

A few years into staring into the abyss, I’ve learned a lot that has disturbed me, but helped me greatly.  Now I understand things that confused me before…mostly things I used to take personally, but then realized were “just business” or rather just biology. I’m tapering off my exposure because most of it is kind…

Honesty: “I Won’t Survive”

This is at once a parody and how a woman being honest feels when someone who broke her heart really badly returns. I Won’t Survive It’s why I am afraid Why I’m petrified Thinking about how it would be To have you by my side But then if you left me again Or once more…

Good Enough Yet?

Yesterday, I actually found myself sitting in my livingroom with Wizard, GothicAnne, and whodathunkit Vegeta. Yeah. …only now, he’s hit the Moroccan wall.  No more Gay porn ad cutie.  He’s now a big hairy normal guy.  No wait, a big, hairy normal guy with a lisp and t-rex hands.  How the mighty have fallen in…

The Indecent Proposal

Some time ago, Cuz (the Catholic taxi driver turned accountant) offered to give me an apartment in an attempt to get back in.  I declined because though I could see being the mistress of a discreetly but honestly polygamous man, I’m not going to be the life support system of a failing monogamy.  I’m also not…

Who’s the Bitch II: Men Faking Orgasms

I haven’t been doing a lot of writing lately because my hands have been busy with art.  Some of it involves the making of mystical or psychospiritual items that require a lot of concentration to make properly.  As a non Santa-ist, I respect the aeons of trial and error that went into the symbolism, and…